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Thursday, August 24, 2006 - why cant I understand myself????? :

I just cant keep it in my head anymore!!!!!! so ill tell you what the little voices in my head are telling me...


i dunno whats happening to me... but i think there's something wrong with me.. if there is just confront me.. its fucking better if you tell me... coz keeping it wouldnt do good to anybody... i just feel different....

ever wonder why i dont spend that much time talking to people? huh? coz probably i got all not interested with the people around me... but sometimes i am... and i do feel its just fucking wrong.. im so confused .. what is this? am i a different person? FUCK! as much as possible a person doesnt like changing right? so its just how i feel right now... so yea... anyways ill stop telling you bout what i think about myself.. ill tell you bout what i think about the things around me...

Well the past few months since I went back to school i notice that some people just go with their so-called friends when they need something. I thought a friend is someone thats there with you everytime? huh? i just dont get it... sometimes its just a bit annoying.. i just cant keep it to myself.. if you feel that im changing and you hate it.. well thats what i am now.. and you cant change it! FUCK i hate people who think theyre so cool... but actually they arent..

The other thing i notice ... since the Rock thing went "in" here in the philippines everybodys acting like they love it... and its just fucking annoying... its just like when those messed up blouses were in everybody's wearing it... its just not right...

i like being different and being different would only let me go away to what genre i love.... and its hurting me so bad... thats why some people dunno what type of music i like... its coz i dont want them to think that im just like them.. for fucksakes... go back to where you came from little devils!!!! I HATE YOU.....

if you dont want those little voices to come out just dont make me mad...

CORRECTION: im not mad at anybody.. i just feel its time to share what im thinking right now...

ill say my Tchau now..

Candy™ on7:32 PM

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*Im Lucille Anne Luciano Arca Tolentino de Mesa... i just made that up haha actually my true name is Lucille Anne A. de Mesa thats with a small 'D' in de haha

*Im 16 years old

*Im a highschool graduate of Elizabeth Seton School-South

*I admit that i am not yet ready for College.

*Im hoping to be a good dentist

*I want to stay here in the Philippines even if our economy is a bit you know...

*Im from Cavite... im not gonna say what town coz i might get kidnapped (as if)

*I make Blogskins....

*I consider myself an ordinary student who passes and fails at certain occasions...

*I dont do drugs

*I dont drink

*I dont smoke

*Im talkative

*I got lots of things to say but dont know how to start it

Loves
*Evanescence
*Simple Plan
*Panic! at the Disco
*The Simpsons
*MOM
*DAD
*sister
*brother
*Andre(walang kokontra!)
*friends
Hates
*Liars
*better assholes than me
*bugs
*lizards
*ghosts
*horror movies
*teachers
*homework
*school

Wishlist
[x]Laptop
[x]A new CD
[ ]Own house
[x] More wishes
[x]A car
[ ]driver's license
[ ] A cute Dog..(a yorkshire terrier)
[ ] a trip to somewhere i woudld love
[x]Mp3/ipod
[x] A new phone
[x] Pass an entrance exam in a good college
[x] get a dorm
[ ] get the hell out of my dorm
[ ] earn enough money LOL
[x] meet new friends

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