.:Crash and Burn:.

an update before i leave ^^

2007-06-11T21:26:00.000+08:00

I just realized,thanks to Jak/Joseph, that i havent really updated this blog. I just love the skin i made for this blog. i didnt want to delete it. Anyways,its the time of the year where we get to go back to school again. hmmm. i dont really want to go back. =( well i dont really want to go to college!

Well ill be staying in a dorm. I dont really want to but my parents insisted i stay in one. Its just some minutes walk away from my college, so i guess its alright. I have a really tight sched this first sem which i dont really like but i guess i have to deal with it. At least im gonna be able to study the thing i wanted to really do.Im taking up dentistry if anyone wanted to know. I think its one of the best jobs. yea yea i like staring at people's mouth =P ... so anyways. i guess thats it.. i wont be able to update coz ill be away from the internet world so there..

tchau!

the long awaited update.. XD

2007-05-02T11:37:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since I updated this thing and I think I went on a Hiatus but never intended to do so. Anyways, im back for a while ^_^

Well heres an update of what i have been doing this month. I havent told you about my graduation and graduation ball XD Oh dear i have to write a novel here.. LOL

lets start with my graduation YAY!

well I graduated last March. It was a really solemn occasion plus i didnt have any camera so theres nothing else to say. I managed to pull off the march thing and just had some minor mistakes. During the grad song and the song for the parents, as usual i didnt cry. Im not really a cry baby. After graduation we went home and i rested ^_^

NEXT!

Graduation Ball

Grad ball was on March 30 (i think or was it 31?) LOL anyways before that occasion yours trully didnt have a dress to wear. I think we bought it a week before the event. LOL. I wore this greenish gown(???) and the make up person made my face too white LOL and made me realize i look better when i dont have make up on. Anyways , the ball was great! even had some last minute suprises LOL .. MARJ! OMG ! I think thats all i need to say about grad Ball LOL

More random updates ^_^

* me and Andre are 1 year and 4 months old*
* Im going to study dentistry at CEU*
*Im doing tennis lessons right now *
* im doing pretty good at the back hand stroke but forehand lets not talk about that XD*
* Im sleepy*
* my grandma passed away. =(*
* i got a new Phone! YES! Motorola L6 baby!*

I think thats all new to me right now. Till next post!

Tchau!

i was bored ^^

2007-03-31T12:11:00.001+08:00

Make your own awesome doll at dollwizard.com!

so i was bored.. doing nothing but watch princess hours and talking to Mr. Bored.. LOL so i made a doll LOL

just to answer your questions...

2007-03-20T14:22:00.000+08:00

this is for Marj....

i got the opportunity to go read your blog located :

http://constantly4.multiply.com/journal

about the latest post... here's my answer

Issue no. 1 (About sir Romy)

Well all i want you to know is Sir believed in you guys. That you guys can do it much better than we do. IV -Physiology did not choose to be that close to him its just that we showed our real personalities when he is around.With the problems, its coz you guys are way smarter than we are. For crying out loud look at our grades!?!?! most of us would still get a 74 even with those easy question ( as you said). He just wants all of us to graduate. He knows you guys can answer those questions easily so that is why he puts challenges in your problems. You'll see the advantage of those set of questions when you go to college.

Issue no. 2 (friendship)

Well then, if you want to go with your new set of friends im fine with that. I dont know about Ayumi and Betz. We make fun of you just to make you happy not to make you all sad.why are you taking every joke seriously?

You know why you feel left out? its coz you wont really open up... most of the time we hear new things from others not directly from you. Aint it right? Juan was the one who told me you liked this 6th grader you didnt even dare to tell us.Lets see.. about timmy.... you didnt even tell us... yes you were afraid... but who told us? someone else! GADD so what do you think? Aint it just right for you to be left out sometimes? we are not the ones who drifted away. You did. we were always there but you would always let other people know it first not us so why bother be interested in you? you can just tell lies like what you did to us back then. Yes i still dont have full trust on you.. the ony person i trully trust is Andre. And i think he's the one who deserves the 'Bestfriend' spot in my heart. I opened up to you have you? no you were scared. You told me your gonna tell me something but hey .. i was the one who always reminded you but never said it coz "you dont have time" so who's the one who dont have time for us? Im not mad i just wrote down how to explain it. If you want more explanations just ask me... i 'might' tell you more of these...

Everyone else - hello ^_^ and tchau! lol

Tchauness! << wow i made a word.. lol

been a while

2007-03-03T12:10:00.000+08:00

well another handwritten blog post .. im sorry i didnt post it earlier.. well here it

blogpost1 page 1
blogpost 1 page 2
blogpost 2

thats all ^-^

.......

2006-12-15T15:54:00.000+08:00

well im gonna update my blog....

heres another handwritten blogpost... hehehehe ^-^

Obrigada to all who helped me... ^-^

and im learning some portuguese hehehehe

a pequeno cao

(the small dog.. hahaha)

what else?

tudo bem?
esta a camarao sujo?
te amo/eu amo voce
voce me ama?

translation.... ANDRE TELL ME IF ITS WRONG.... and people this is brazillian portuguese... not european....
how are you?
is the shrimp dirty?
i love you
do you love me?

hahaha ok now to the real post... lol

here it is!

CLICKY

2006-11-29T20:05:00.000+08:00

i have a new way of doing blog posts lol here is goes...

go to this new post...

yea try to zoom it... it looks better that way.. thanks for reading ^-^

Camera whore club...lol

2006-11-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

well today we have establish a new club.. lol the CAMERA WHORE CLUB also known as the VAIN PEOPLE CLUB... hahahaha...anyways im a camera whore so ill just post some new pic of me.. lol coz i guess this'll be the last pics... kasi natuluyan nang nasira ang camcorder namin... hahaha anyways.. lol here is it.. lol.. good bye camera hahahahaha probably it would take a long time for it to get fix.. lol.. anyways lets not delay the main event.. lol here are some pictures.. lol

thats about it... Tchau till next post ^-^

What is wrong with you?

2006-11-18T11:52:00.000+08:00

I hate it when i have to fight with you about simple things. I just dont like fighting with you,but right now its too much... your too EMOTIONAL! SENSITIVE.... TOO SENSITIVE! cant you just consider other people's feelings too? I know im tough... YOU HAVE NEVER SEEN ME CRY IN PUBLIC! but try to think about it.. I was just trying to make you all happy... Prob you have your period when i talked to you... i wasnt annoying you... I thought you know me! i thought you were my bestfriend! you know how i make people happy by doing stuffs... but in your case you got annoyed easily...

Yesterday, we were just teasing you but you got a bit mad at us... what is wrong with you... YOU DONT TRUST US? we know you dont have a malaysian bf?!?! WTF!!!!!!!! cant you take a joke? you always think of your self as the lonely.. poor one... but no... youre actually lucky...You get all the attention you need but your not contented...You get the good friends... and you have the brains! plus if youre gone the world wont matter anymore... I care so much but you dont really see that.. Im not asking for payment for these things coz i love doing it...youre just too much... sometimes i think that your just acting mad coz you want more attention from us... if you want attention just tell us.. ok? thats it.. you dont need to act... YOURE NOT A GOOD ACTRESS seriously i can see it in your face if you are really mad or not... if you wanna talk Email me... i wont IM you... i dont wanna talk to you directly...its better that you think about what i am saying... and IM isnt the way... DONT CALL ME TOO... i wont answer...

TCHUA til next post FUCKERS....

Current mood: MAD

new one! lol

2006-11-10T18:40:00.000+08:00

well as you can see i did something new in my blog again.. lol im just trying it out.. i hope you guys would vote... i guess...lol.. coz i want everybody contented.. anyways... nothing really good happening to me lately.. so yea.. its all normal...

Tchau! ^-^

new thing

2006-10-30T08:35:00.000+08:00

well as you notice everytime you open my page you hear something....

just look at the right part of my site...

I have a Song of the week thingy.. lol so yea...

This week its

This is halloween by Marilyn Manson..

i just like it... i do have another version of it by panic at the disco.. but this one is better coz it doesnt sound like the original.. hhehehehe..

well thats about it... ill post a new song next week...

tchau ^-^

just went home

2006-10-22T20:27:00.000+08:00

i just went home and i saw the camera.. i admit im a cameara whore when im alone in my room so i shot some picture... lol... so here are some.. lol..

im not thinkig i was just posing.. hahaha

waaaaaaaaaaaa see i am dark.. haha

yes im hiding.. hahaha

its a bit dark coz i was in my dark room... lol

anyways as you see i made a new blogskin for my blog.. :D ive been very busy and my internet connection was a bit abnormal so i wasnt really in front of the computer that much... well im back.. and i have one more week to go before sem break YAY! i have a whole week off... YAY! I miss Andre already.. lol.. and this morning is fun.. and we were looking back at the past..lol wanna see my old blog its here :
old site

so i guess thats it.. :D

Andre: its day 27? i didnt get it... lol
Marj: congrats... :D

well Tchau! ^-^ and ^_^

At last!

2006-10-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

well its been like a week since i used this computer and i missed it so much. Well today is my bestfriend's bday... so i made her something.... so yea... i dont have anything good to tell you.... I am planning on making another blogs layout for my blog... :D this one is a bit boring... so anyways heres what i made for my bestfriend...
the image is found here:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARJ

Tchau for now... :D

no school day!

2006-09-28T08:34:00.000+08:00

well its raining hard outside and we dont have school..

Ayumi: im sorry for the last post... and good thing were all ok.. just dont do that anymore...
Betina: YAY! lol
Jak: did you have a haircut? why are you absent?

those are some messages...

anyways the power is going on and of... and its annoying... and then theres a storm... signal 3 ^-^ but i want the storm to go away today coz i wanna go to kiela's party...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIELA!

BORKS

2006-09-23T10:23:00.000+08:00

Well my week was a-ok but when friday came it got quite bad.... this is what happened...
{FLASHBACK}

It was a normal ZLL day.... we had our homeroom were we were separated into groups and we had to do a concept for our pocket landscaping entry... Jove and Pau were the ones who drew it and we just made suggestions... anyways next activity was making our project for creative. We didnt have anything to do so we went to the library... as usual we had 1... well its ok.. anyways everythig was normal... until club.. came along... me, obie and betina went down already and we left some of our "friends" there.. they were playing tong-its... everybody was there already... so obie went back to our classroom to call them but i guess they didnt wanna come... so we just said maybe we should start without them... so we started... more details on what we did on marj's blog.... well we were late for community service... coz NOBODY DIDNT CARE TO TELL US THAT IT WAS ALREADY TIME... anyways we were there looking at what they were doing..... just looking..... we cant do it anymore coz we were LATE... fucking bastards and bitches didnt even call us... we called them... and they were the ones who didnt came... you guys know who you are.. sometimes you dont know that the thing your doing is hurting somebody....acting all punk.. but HELLO!!!! FOR YOUR INFORMATION... PUNKS DONT EXISTS IN THE PHILIPPINES... PUNKS IN THE PHILIPPINES ARE CALLED POSERS...im writing this and it kind of hurt coz i thought you were my friends.... friends care for each other... and knows when your hurting them... but i guess i was wrong... I just wish i didnt met you... my life would be perfect without you...

TONG-ITS CLUB/BORKS... BEWARE OF THE ANTI-BORKS.... we are silent and nice people but once you hurt us we will show the other side of our personality...

maybe i should enumerate the BORKS just to make sure you know who you are...

its in borkiness arrangement so that means the no.1 would be the bork queen (oops did i do that yes its a girl)
4. Kiela-im so sorry but its just how it is.Just know you limitations sometimes. Im not that mad at you but get mad at me its your choice...
3.russell-im sorry too.. your a nice guy but youre with them and youre in the tong-its club and youre one of those people that obie was calling that didnt came.. same as kiela's if you wanna get mad at me... get mad at me...
2.Jak- im not mad at you but you should have not shown the cards... this would have not happened... im sorry...
and here it is... the no. 1

AYUMI! your the winner... and the winner gets all our anger...
Reasons
1. you changed.. even if you tell me im the one changing i dont give a fuck coz i know i did...at least i know when to accept i changed.
2.your not punk...punk is going all over our head...
3.know when to stop...see brigitte? does she break the rules? NO.... she knows her limitation but still has a passion for Rock,alternative or whatever else music.... cant you be like her or something... i know i cant change you... its your choice but im just telling you this.. you will lose some frineds coz of it...
4. BETINA was with us... you didnt even care to call her that it was time for community service already.. and we saw you having fun without her... i guess betina got kind of hurt... and its really sad to see her like that..

well i guess thats it... robles wasnt there coz he wasnt in the club....

well i did mentioned it all i just hope that you realize what you did... like what marj wrote in her blog post ......

Know your priorities. Know when to stop breaking rules. Finally, know your limits.

thats also my message for you....

well Tchau!

One way

2006-09-17T07:58:00.000+08:00

One way
Hillsong United

I lay my life down at your feet
You're the only one I need
I turn to You and You were always there
In trouble time is you I seek

I put you first thats all I'll need
I humble all I am, all to you

You are always always there
every how and everywhere
Your grace abounds so deeply within me
You wil never ever change
Yesterday today the same
Forever'til forever meets no end

One way Jesus, You're the only one that I could live for
One way,Jesus,you're the only that I could live for

You are the way the truth and the life
We live by faith and no t by sight,for you
We're living all for you

the song is here

everytime i hear this song..i feel like dancing.. its a great song... :D i thank Sir Ecko(our values teacher-2nd and 3rd year HS) for introducing us to this great music.. its not just great to listen to.. its also about God... the songs message is soo true...God is the only one you can go to when you dont know what to do...when you dont have anyone to go to...

anger

2006-09-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

Why anger?

Thats what im feeling right now...

ANGER

i hate it when people backstab you....
i hate it when they call someone i really care about bad names in front of me... they dont know that it hurts me too... if they were in my situtation they would get mad at me but when its just me... they would do it to me constantly... its fucking abnormal ....

i hate it when people think theyre not changing but they tell other people around them that they are changing...its fucking wrong ...

somethings i realize this week:
1. people change from good to bad....
2. keeping anger inside is hard...
3. you consider so many people your friends but there are only a few that you call true friends.
4. true friends dont cut classes....(they follow rules and be a good role model for you)
5. true friends are not immature.
6. true friends should be sensitive in what they say.
7. true friends are not backstabbers...
8. true friends should accept whats wrong with them.... if they change then they did..
9. Lastly,a true friend would accept the things i wrote down and shouls think about it... coz he/she might be one of those peolpe that arent really my true friends....

its what i think... and if you know that you are one of them... hate me if you want to... but im just telling you the truth.. and thats what a true friend should do right?

Tchau!

2006-09-07T13:13:00.000+08:00

im here still alive... yesterday we had our Field trip it was fun... STEVE CAMBEE

I learned that Jollibee's father is Steve CamBee and his mother is Ella Bee and his twin brother is Bee-tween and his brother is Lonelybee... lol

for more details of our trip go to marj's blog... its her point of view though...

if youre going to ask me... I didnt go caving and the Kalbaryo... coz im a coward.. lol and i admit it.. lol and it was raining and right now im actually a bit sick..what if i went with them to the Kalbaryo.. i guess ill be super sick.. anyways i was with Betina and Kiela and Mica.. we were just talking bout stuffs *wink*. The trip was fun,interesting and tiresome? if there is a word..

right now i feel so bored and im listening to this song i just found by panic at the disco.. and i uploaded it.. lol ill post it here.. lol

the songs title is London Beckond Songs About Money Written By Machines

i like the part:

Just for the record,
The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of:
A. Indifference or
B. Disinterest in what the critics say

i dunno why... anyways thats it...

Tchau!

2006-09-04T19:38:00.000+08:00

this is what i think about OPM music.....
1. They all sound alike
2. They look like drug addicts with eyeliners on
3. They think theyre cool but they arent
4. Some of them are just good at singing but dunno what the lyrics really mean
like the song called blanco.. its stupid...(no offense)
5. They play with the tagalog words.. i would rather listen to the Kundimans than their music.
6. They have crappy band names...
7. THEY JUST SOUND ALIKE... thats just annoying.. (did i typed that again?) hahaha
8. Theyre just copying the music video ideas... like Urbandub... they have this story thingy in their MTV for their 2 songs .... just like Greenday!
9. This only means THEY DONT HAVE ORIGINALITY.
10. Lastly... they are not true to themselves....

Rock has been popular... are we trying to tell the old people that were all rebels? huh?by what music we listen to? they can have that impression... and i dont want the people around me to think like that... so yea.. dont follow them just love their music but dont be like them... coz its a sign of being a poser... anyways i dont have anything against the people who like OPM some people dont like International bands.. so yea... im just trying to make my point here in this silly blog entry... if you think its wrong I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT it... its my opinion and you have yours...
hate me if you want... but thats what i think.... is it wrong to tell whats in your head? and its right? anyways thats about it

Tchau!

HEY!`````

2006-09-03T12:39:00.000+08:00

well marj was bothering me about updating so here i updated..

What happened to me this week?
Well nothing really... just a normal boring week... i think i failed in my first physics exam coz i was out of my mind when i did it.. lol what else? this was a suprising week too.. and i think everybody who reads this knows.. lol

Right now im so addicted to EVANESENCE... they were the first rock band i listen too.. so yea... i love them so much and theyre gonna have a new Record .. IM SO excited .. im gonna buy it.. with the Panic! at the disco one.. waaaa.. heres their video....(evanesence) I love Amy Lee... hahaha

anyways heres the link(i cant really put it here coz its too big.. lol or whatever it just wont fit)...

the song is call me when youre sober.. i thank obie for letting me know... and heres the lyrics...

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.

So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.

2006-08-27T19:56:00.000+08:00

Today was one of those days that wasnt really nice but yea it was still nice... let me tell you bout it...lol

I woke up round 5:30 am.. coz yaya told me to.. coz the parade was coming... (coz its our town fiesta) and we had to fetch my parents at the airport... :D after the parade which was SUPER! i saw the KFC chicken and jollibee.. and some marching bands from different parts of cavite... anyways after that we waited until the traffic was ok..after a while my aunt had a call.. its was my MOM.. they arrived and we were only in bacoor.. lol well when i heard that my parents were here i was a bit excited... just a bit excited... haha I MISSED THEM SO MUCH.... after that we returned to my grandma's place where my parents had some breakfast.. and then we returned home... my aunt was thinking of where the BPS(was it?) silang was.. nobody knows about it.. lol anyways they managed to find it coz my sister arrive around 3 or 4 pm.... she was happy.. lol well i guess i would be too if i went there.. ill just do it next time ... if there is a next time.. lol.. i wasnt ready for it... i guess...well i gues thats it...

Tchau!

2006-08-26T18:33:00.000+08:00

im sorry bout the last post... i guess i just wanna do that.. i wasnt really thinking when i did that.. if i offended you or something.. im sorry.... i was just writing down what i feel.. and that time i felt anger.. im sorry... anyways...

Ive been sleeping alot lately and still dont have that much energy... wierd... but relaxing..lol ill get fat in no time.. haha.. i am fat.. haha anyways... what else? Linggo ng Wika just ended.. and it was fun... it was our last.. ill miss it... well im really sorry bout the last post when i read it just this morning i thought "is that me?" well its another side of me... i just needed to release the anger inside me.. i dunno why i got angry... but yea... when i went home i felt like that.. anyway thats it... lol

Tchau

why cant I understand myself?????

2006-08-24T19:32:00.000+08:00

I just cant keep it in my head anymore!!!!!! so ill tell you what the little voices in my head are telling me...

i dunno whats happening to me... but i think there's something wrong with me.. if there is just confront me.. its fucking better if you tell me... coz keeping it wouldnt do good to anybody... i just feel different....

ever wonder why i dont spend that much time talking to people? huh? coz probably i got all not interested with the people around me... but sometimes i am... and i do feel its just fucking wrong.. im so confused .. what is this? am i a different person? FUCK! as much as possible a person doesnt like changing right? so its just how i feel right now... so yea... anyways ill stop telling you bout what i think about myself.. ill tell you bout what i think about the things around me...

Well the past few months since I went back to school i notice that some people just go with their so-called friends when they need something. I thought a friend is someone thats there with you everytime? huh? i just dont get it... sometimes its just a bit annoying.. i just cant keep it to myself.. if you feel that im changing and you hate it.. well thats what i am now.. and you cant change it! FUCK i hate people who think theyre so cool... but actually they arent..

The other thing i notice ... since the Rock thing went "in" here in the philippines everybodys acting like they love it... and its just fucking annoying... its just like when those messed up blouses were in everybody's wearing it... its just not right...

i like being different and being different would only let me go away to what genre i love.... and its hurting me so bad... thats why some people dunno what type of music i like... its coz i dont want them to think that im just like them.. for fucksakes... go back to where you came from little devils!!!! I HATE YOU.....

if you dont want those little voices to come out just dont make me mad...

CORRECTION: im not mad at anybody.. i just feel its time to share what im thinking right now...

ill say my Tchau now..

2006-08-21T18:33:00.000+08:00

im bored so yea... well i had another attempt of making marj a great looking skin but never suceeded..lol well its ok... im gonna make another one.. i have so many free time this week.. im sooo bored... neji's so hott.. i watched naruto and i saw him like once lol that doesnt include the opening thing and the ending one.. lol so yea i saw him like so many times coz it was a re-run in studio 23.. lol.. what else... i just edited the crappy skin i made for my dear bestfriend.. lol just a small thing...

today i just slept lol and ate.. i think i grew fat.. aww i have school tomorrow :( ... i wish i can just skip it coz im not gonna do anything there anyways... what else? i got nothing else to say.. well tchua for now.. :D

2006-08-20T11:35:00.001+08:00

im so bored so i went and roam around the net.. lol and i answered quizzes and stuffs.. lol here one i got from marj...

be sorted @ nimbo.net

i know im always hufflepuff its ok.. :D i like it there.. lol

and i made a new avatar.... :D here it is:

ok i do like pink ok? got a problem? im a girl...cant change that.. .and my sister just told me chicken can cause a boy to be gay.. i dont believe that though... but incredible.. lol anyways thats about it..

Tchau for now ^-^ <<<< isnt that a cute smiley better than ^_^ haha

2006-08-19T07:42:00.000+08:00

Well i edited my About me Chuva.. lol....Next week we dont have anything to do.. no homework.. YES! and the house is all mine..just for today.. i guess... coz my sister and my brother are going to the mall.. lol yesterday was fun we played Mafia.. (if you dont know what it is.. im really sorry for you.. its a fun game.. :D) anyways what else? im stupid... lol.. actually im just not good at logic.. lol those coins were distractions.. lol and whats up with red+red=violet.. i havent figured that out! and i will.. JC and Russell wouldnt tell me...:( CURSE YOU GUYS! lol jke... if i figure that out im gonna get 100 pesos ok? haha... anyways.. we changed seats and im with the guys..lol im the only girl in that corner of the room :D this quarter is gonna be fun.. haha.. i guess thats it..

Tchua for now.. :D

new layout

2006-08-10T20:01:00.000+08:00

well i decided to make a new layout coz the old one's crappy... so yea.. thats about it... and yea i failed in physics and thats about it... thats the only test i failed... that just sucks... anyways its ok... hope you guys like my new layout.. :D

Tchau!

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2006-08-06T19:34:00.000+08:00

well its been a while since i posted something... i missed this blog... and im actually thinking of a new blog layout... ahehehe.... anyways... my phoneline is ok now.. i hope that experience wont happen again.. lol i miss doing this.. lol well what else can i say? uhmm UPCAT was really hard... lol and what else? i went to my grandma's this afternoon and we went to starbucks after that.. hmmmmm mocha frap... hmmm... quarterly exam just finished and i think i wont be able to pass physics and math and some other stuffs.. lol well at least its all done... got 3 more quarters.. and then COLLEGE here i come ... i cant believe it! lol... and then ill have my bday.. lol ill be 17 wow... time fly so fast next thing i know my brother's 18 and he has a cute gf.. lol if that ever happens i really hope shes nice.. i dont want my brother going out with a snobbish girl... coz none of his sisters are like that.. and my mom isnt like that.....absolutely not like that.. ahehehe... anyays... jove just IMed me.. he told me he's gonna miss me.. haha... coz were gonna change seat tomorrow i think... YES! NO MORE JOVE! haha... jke... anyways... thats all i have right now......

Tchau!....

latest update....

2006-07-08T20:14:00.000+08:00

well its been a while since I posted something here and marj is kind of telling me to post something so yea im posting right now.... well the past few weeks i have been doing some schoolwork and until now i still have some things that arent done yet... ill try to undrestand that math handout... i need to... lol well this week we had this career orientation... and Centro Escolar University was there to present their school... well its ok.. lol.. still thinking about the dentistry thing.. well i told myself if i pass in University of Sto. Tomas ill get BS medical technician... and if i pass St. Paul University (am i right?) ill take BS Nursing... and if i pass CEU ill take dental medicine.. if i pass all which i think is impossible but i hope i do.. haha... then ill just pick the BS Medical Tehcnician.. lol then if i dont get tardy ill get my med proper.. mhuh.. ill be an obgyne.. like my dad...its gonna be a long time before my borter gets to go to medical school.. he's only 8! well our internet got kind of cut the past week too... which bugged me so much.. coz i had nothing to do once im at home... well nothing really exciting happening... well if you wanna know about my physics class..lol well i guess you dont want to.. lol and the highschool high and the other stuffs.. lol i cant write it here all.. all i can say is... its been a boring yet fun senior year.. lol i think ill miss my classmates..when we all go our separate ways.. haha thats so cliche haha.... i miss Andre.... yep i miss him.. JC.... haha... you should meet him...haha the clown.... he's my other bf.. haha... hi boyfriend! i miss you.. haha ....i know you miss me too.. haha well thats all

Tchau!

the end...

2006-06-13T09:21:00.000+08:00

its the end of my summer vacation.. awww... well i wont be online that much coz i think schoolwork might get on the way well i can use the computer on weekdays but no fun stuffs just research.. yes i know.. and if your thinking my mom did that rule.. uh no.. i did it all by myself but she would be really happy hearing that rule.. hehe.. im a good girl.. i changed over the summer.. not that rebellious anymore.. lol well got this rebellious side.. but its only activated when its weekend.. ill try to control myself coz i think that's my problem.. i dont have that much self control and thats a big factor to get good grades.. lol anyways i promise all of you people ill be online every weekend except big test weekends... i think ill try to study harder.. coz i wanna graduate.. i dont wanna be left.. and ill be busy around august (i think) coz of college entrance exams.. need to pass one university.. but it wouldnt be that hard to arrange stuffs coz we got help form our school so yea.. but i think next april i need to settle everything.. (my parents told me) enrollment... and stuffs.. wow.. lol i do hope i get to pass those entrance exams.. lol.. some more years.. and its all DONE... IM FREE! hahaha... well i do have some freedom when i get to college.. lol coz ill be in pasig.. (a part in NCR) i know it's far.. but its where i know i have a place to live.. haha.. and UE is near that..(Caloocan) is it? let me check.. lol and centro escolar.. i dunno if its near..but yea ill get dentistry.. i know its not "in-demand" but thats what im interested in.. and thats what you want not coz your parents want you to take it.. its not theyre future.. but yea.. you also need to think that they are helping you.. but my parents arent that demanding... they told me that i can take whatever i like as long as i stick to medicine related courses.. lol.. and that im interested in.. and if you think of the medicine related things.. yes i agree with them.. coz if i were them i would say the same thing to my kids.. well as long as theyre happy bout it.. lol.. anyways i wouldnt pick what they want.. i want them to be happy.. lol ok im still too young to have kids going to college.. lol anyways.. all im saying is.. ill study hard.. graduate.. get a good career... settle down.. retire.. lol.. right? lol... i dunno where ill land.. i dunno if ill stay here.. i still dunno coz you cant view the future.. ight? lol and i just found the NCR map.. lol its pretty far.. anyways.. i dont care.. lol the link is
here
if you wanna check.. im still checking it out.. lol anyways anyways heres the song i picked... lol...its here
well its a tagalog song.. lol so yea..he's just complaining how hot it is.. so yea.. lol its a really funny song.. once you understand it..and i was listening to this song when i was making this post.. and yea i felt hot.. haha..
anyways till next post Tchau!

Update

2006-06-06T07:19:00.000+08:00

been a while since i posted something.. i was too lazy... lol well anyways i only have 1 week before i go back to school.. oh brats.... lol so i wont be able to post alot... mhuh.. well nothing really interesting happening to my life...thats why i havent been posting.. lol well i did start making skins..and im getting addicted to it.. lol i have 4 skins now.. lol anyways if you wanna see it Click here

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i've donr 4 skins so far..and the last one i had some help from my sister.. lol ... anyways.... been using my creative side.. hehehe.. and what else? i dont have anthing else here in my head to write.. OH go to my sister's site anyways when i was channel scanning the other day i saw this video from the all american rejects.. lol.. well thats what im gonna show you today.. and you guys wont mind if i dont put the lyrics its kinda good well search it by yourselves.. haha anyways if you wanna see the Vid i choose for this post itshere

well thats about it.. lol
Tchau!

At last im back! hahaha

2006-05-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

Im here again! yehey! hehe i love staying at home.. Bagiou was great.. lol it was raining every afternoon so all the fun was in the morning.. so the 3 days were all just rest days! lol... SHOPPING! haha trust me shopping there is great... not that much people.. lol and we went to stuffs.. i didnt know a really long car ride with my siblings was fun..lol... we laughed and laughed..but sometimes my brother is too noisy and i get pissed and shout at him resulting in a really really loud fight.. my mom would stop us.. but it was all fun.. yep yep... wish my bestfriend was there.. she would have so much fun! and Andre too! we would have so much fun there..i guess so.. lol .. STARBUCKS! haha STARBUCKS! there were so many starbucks there.. haha... and the waffle is great.. lol haha.. and the bed was nice and soft.. and what else? the people are friendy... and yea thats about it.. lol...it was nice... Anna keep on watching naruto.. and my mom keeps on complaining bout it.. lol funny.. i just watch it coz of neji and hinata.. well most of the time neji.. haha ok.. ill stop bout the neji addiction.. yes i am addicted to him.. well not as addicted to cookies! haha and yea i remember we ate cookies while watching naruto.. haha... and i think i gained weight coz of being too lazy.. lol.. fine with me.. haha...

MV TIME! hehehehe well coz i like this ending song of naruto.. so nice.. lol.. and so cute.. lol.. and here is it

Music Video

and theres subtitles so yea i didnt post the english translations.. lol so yea..

dont worry im not gonna be that addicted to naruto..trust me.. and NEJI SO CUTE.. haha.. but not hot.. haha.. well anyways till next post.. Tchau!

gone for a while

2006-05-22T10:08:00.000+08:00

Well its my last day before i go with my family to Bagiou... MARJ IF YOURE READING THIS.... next time well go there together.. haha.. i got free rooms! haha... im not jokin.... got free ones in camp john hay... well be in a 5 star hotel if you go with me!... well that'll be next year i hope imma tell my parents.. lol.. and well go to places there.. lol ok.. stop it... well all im gonna say right now is im going somewhere and you guys are coming with me! haha too bad... haha.... well anyways..ill miss everyone.. .uhuh... miss them a lot.. and take care of my Cookie...*Marj thats assigned to you* haha AND ANDRE YOUR NOT BORING.. anyways... thats it... andre might get mad..lol.... uhuh...

Tchau! lol nice

Bored

2006-05-21T11:58:00.000+08:00

hey.. im not that bored but yea im feeling hyper right now and yea i found this really cool dollmaker site... lol its HERE

anyways i dont have anything to write yet... but ill update later...this afternoon... i just wanna show you the video i picked for this post..lolthe video's HERE

and heres the lyrics

"I Write Sins Not Tragedies"

Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne
Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in, "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

lol thats it... wow i havent used Tchau for a while.. so yea Tchau.. hehehe

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2006-05-18T17:13:00.000+08:00

HEY! lol havent posted that much....lol.. i was planning to post yesterday but we went to tweety's place.... it was her b-day yesterday.. lol well anyways the other day i wasnt feeling so well... not physically but emotionally..so ya dont ask me bout it... i feel like crying whenever i remember it.. yes... crying... the other night i was crying...and im not shy to say that.. everybody cries.. yea.. well anyways.. im ok now.. arent we andre? well anyways i miss him.. my review classes just finished! yehey! i can do whatever now! hehe... well thats it...uhuh..lol well i wanna be different right now so ill just put a cool song i found.. lol its by the rasmus... lol i just found it... hehe so if you wanna here it...CLICK HERE

ill put the lyrics here too.... so that you can check it out..first before you listen to it.. yes The Rasmus is kinda emo... im sorry... yea it is and i like them.. haha so yea... people have their Emo side.. right andre??... just that some can be more emo than the others.. lol..so yea...i understand... it wasnt about the Emo thing....

ok heres the lyrics.. lol
the songs title is "back in the picture"
There were times in my life I was down on my knees, now its over
Deep inside my heart I know
Simply put Ive been stabbed in the back ever since I remember
And deep inside it hurt to let go

Im back in the picture, back in the picture
I wonder what took so long, so long

Dedicate everything I create
To my friends I would die for
But you will always be the one
Memories that you cant overrun, memories I could cry for
I thought Id always be on the run

Im back in the picture, back in the picture
I wonder what took so long, so long

Im back in the picture, back in the picture
I wonder what took so long, so long

There were times in my life I was down on my knees, now its over
Deep inside my heart I know

Im back in the picture, back in the picture
I wonder what took so long, so long

Im back in the picture, back in the picture
I wonder what took so long, so long, so long, so long

.........

2006-05-14T19:33:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY! im here... and i dont have any idea what to write down.. well i jsut found this video of Panic! at the disco... Brendon (guitar/vocals) looks so cute in it... COOKIE dont worry... i love you.. im just complementing Brendon... but chuck (SP drummer) is hotter.. haha.. well anyways.... no more typoon! yehey.. and i mariied Andre haha... haha .... i love you.. haha... yea i did accept it.. lol were married for good haha.... you are mine now! mwuhahahaha.. well here the music video.. im not gonna put the lyrics anymore.. itll just make my post longer... just search for it yourselves... the songs's title is "But It's Better If You Do"...if you wanna see it Click here

i says somewhere thats its the continuation of the song i posted the other day.. so yea... :) enjoy!

TYPHOON

2006-05-13T22:34:00.000+08:00

The title says everything...coz of that storm i wasnt able to go to the internet this morning.. no electricity and no telephone.. we were bored... today we just palyed some board games and slept... well i had god sleeps.. i even dreamed about singing "Its Raining Men" haha... well thats the weather its raining.. lol well nothing else special... lol

well heres the MV i have today.. uhuh.. lol well i dont feel like it but yea its a good song by an irish band i think.. so yea
CLICK HERE

to see the video

Guilty- The Rasmus
I feel guilty
my words are empty
no signs to give you
i don't have the time for you

you say i'm heartless
and you say i don't care
i used to be there for you
and you've said i seem so dead, that i have changed
but so have you

guilty, guilty i feel so
empty, empty you know how to make me feel

i put a shield upon you
i didn't mean to hurt you
i would have only poisoned your mind
never meant to make you cry

you've been so toughtless
i can see right through you
you used to be there for me
so don't you leave say goodbye
cause you have changed but so have i

i never though that the time and the distance
between us made you so much colder
i'll carry the world on my shoulders

HEY!

2006-05-11T14:27:00.000+08:00

im bored right now... my character is still dead ok? damn... haha my mom still isnt at home coz that dog is wild! lol well i cant pick what video to show you guys so ill just put a music file.. lol

Wanna hear it? CLICK HERE

its a good song... kinda R-18.. haha .. oh well PG-13.. haha.. like what they say... if you read between the lines.. if there is another meaning.. lol well anyways... heres the lyrics.. lol

Is it still me that makes you sweat
Am I who you think about in bed
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat
No, no, no you know it will always just be, me

Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close

So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off
(Let's pick up, pick up)

Oh now I do recall, we just were getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus

Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close

Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat

Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat
No, no, no you know it will always just be, me

Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster

mother's day

2006-05-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

GUYS mother's day is coming up and im really bored right now... and i used my gimp to pass my boredom.. lol so yea.. and here is what i made.. just for mother's day:

^^^ this is good when your background is white... its shows the edges well like the next one i did....

see how good it looks? thats coz im using a black background color... so yea if you put this in a white one it would look like the opposite of the first picture.. lol

last one!

this is simple... lol

yes i made this all using gimp... and i found the graphics in deviantart..

today....

2006-05-09T17:29:00.000+08:00

I think i woke up early.. lol.. i dunno.. and i forgot... and i went online.. round 7am.. i guess i forgot... and i talked to Andre and Marj and thats it.. lol.. i had to leave round 10-11 am coz my back hurts..yes.. and it still hurts right now...ouch... and yea thats about it... my parents arent here and my sister's with them so i ogt the computer earlier.. lol and i guess thats it... boring day.. we got review classes tomorrow so yea.. lol thats it and heres the MV i promised...
View it: CLICK HERE

1985
Bowling for Soup
[Originally by SR-71]

Woohoohoo
Woohoohoo

Debbie just hit the wall
she never had it all
one Prozac a day
husbands a CPA
her dreams went out the door
when she turned twenty four
only been with one man
what happen to her plan?

She was gonna be an actress
she was gonna be a star
she was gonna shake her ass
on the hood of white snake’s car
her yellow SUV is now the enemy
looks at her average life
and nothing has been alright since

Bruce Springsteen, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
cuz she's still preoccupied
with 19, 19, 1985

Woohoohoo
(1985)
Woohoohoo

She’s seen all the classics
she knows every line
Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink
even Saint Elmo’s Fire
she rocked out to wham
not a big Limp Bizkit fan
thought she’d get a hand
on a member of Duran Duran

Where’s the mini-skirt made of snake skin
and who’s the other guy that's singing in Van Halen
when did reality become T.V.
what ever happen to sitcoms, game shows
(on the radio was)

Bruce Springsteen, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
cuz she's still preoccupied
with 19, 19, 1985

Woohoohoo

She hates time make it stop
when did Motley Crue become classic rock?
And when did Ozzy become an actor?
Please make this stop
Stop!
And bring back

Bruce Springsteen, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
cuz she's still preoccupied
with 1985

Woohoohoo

Bruce Springsteen, Madonna
way before Nirvana
there was U2 and Blondie
and music still on MTV (woohoohoo)
her two kids in high school
they tell her that she’s uncool
cuz she's still preoccupied
with 19, 19, 1985

thats it! Tchau!

update

2006-05-08T20:31:00.000+08:00

well i promised you guys im gonna update more.. and now i am... let me start my story of my day... lol

Well today i woke up around 7am.. and i found that my parents woke up late too.. so i went to the living room and i watched TV... then after umm 30 minutes i opened the computer and found that andre wsnt there... and i was guessing he slept early.. well i was wrong... as i was browsing sites.. i saw andre online... lol and you know me i wait for someone to send me a message.. lol... so yea i talked to him... lol i missed him lol.. well anyways... he told me i didnt want him to go... HELL YEA I DIDNT WANT HIM TO GO!... this sunday he was too sick too talk... well sleep is important... so yea... ok... i was acting like his mom all the time.. lol. .its ok.. lol well this afternoon we had our review.. it was boring and marj gave me the suprise...but im not gonna tell you..lol.. well thats about it... SORRY ANDRE I WASNT ABLE TO TALK TO YOU BEFORE YOU GO TO WORK.... my sister used the computer too much... and my mom wants us to shut it down for a while so yea... im really sorry... and i need to talk to you about something... hope you read this.... i just hope you do.. well thats about it... i found a good video! lol i just love posting videos... lol wel lfor now on my post will consist different videos of songs i like..and ill post the lyrics too... lol lol..
if you wanna see the video CLICK HERE

and heres the lyrics....

There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

I remember the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here, not now
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
We'll be together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

MARJ! haha

2006-05-07T16:41:00.000+08:00

this song is for you.. lol

Beep - Pussycat Dolls
(feat. Will.I.Am)

Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
Ha, ha-ha, ha
Ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha
Ha, ha-ha, ha

[Will.I.Am]
It's funny how a man only thinks about the "beep"
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking at your " Beep"
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your " beep"
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your "Beep"

[PCD]
I don't give a " beep"
Keep looking at my " beep"
'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my " beep"
I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your " beep"
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha

Every boy's the same
Since up in the seventh grade
They been trying to get with me
Trying to (Ha, ha-ha, ha, ha-ha)
They always got a plan
To be my one and only man
Want to hold me with their hands
Want to (Ha, ha-ha, ha, ha-ha)
I keep turning them down
But, they always come around
Asking me to go around
That's not the way it's going down

'Cause they only want
Only want my ha, ha-ha
Ha, ha-ha
Only want what they want
But, na, ah-ah
Na, ah-ah

[Will.I.Am]
It's funny how a man only thinks about the " beep"
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking your " beep"
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your " beep"
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your...

[PCD]
I don't give a " beep"
Keep looking at my " beep"
'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my " beep"
I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your " beep"
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha

Do you know that no
Don't mean yes, it means no
So just hold up, wait a minute
Let me put my two cents in it
One, just be patient
Don't be rushing
Like you're anxious
And two, you're just too aggressive
try to get your (Ahh)

Do you know that I know?
And I don't want to go there

they Only want
Only want my ha, ha-ha
Ha, ha-ha
Only want what they want
But, na, ah-ah
Na, ah-ah

[Will.I.Am]
It's funny how a man only thinks about the"beep"
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking your..."beep"
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your..."beep"
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your.."beep".

[PCD]
I don't give a..."beep"
Keep looking at my..."beep"
'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my.."beep".
I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your..."beep"
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha

[Will.I.Am]
Boomp-boomp, Omp-omp
Boomp, boomp-boomp
Boomp-boomp, Omp-omp
Boomp, boomp-boomp
[Repeated]

[PCD]
Ooh, you've got it bad I can tell
You want it bad, but oh well
And, what you got for me
Is something I
Something I don't need
Oh!

[Will.I.Am]
It's funny how a man only thinks about the..."beep"
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking your..."beep"
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your..."beep"
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your..."beep"

[PCD]
I don't give a.."beep".
Keep looking at my..."beep"
'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my..."beep"
I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your..."beep"
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha

[Will.I.Am]
It's funny how a man only thinks about the..."beep"
You got a real big heart, but I'm looking your..."beep"
You got real big brains, but I'm looking at your..."beep"
Girl, there ain't no pain in me looking at your..."beep"

[PCD]
I don't give a."beep"..
Keep looking at my..."beep"
'Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my..."beep"
I'm a do my thing while you're playing with your..."beep"
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha

new template

2006-05-07T11:21:00.000+08:00

HEY i havent updated for a while now.. I just finished making the layout.. as you see.. *that sucks* and now my sister's blog is better but im proud of this coz i made it all by myself not copy and paste..well i just searched for some tutorials and found one and you can see it in the thanks corner...well i had a really hard time making it.. i started this morning... lol coz i didt have anything to do... haha ANDRE get well soon.. lol.. well anyways i was bored... *as usual* haha..

Im still gonna edit this thing more... like the links... yea and i guess thats about it... but i know it'll take a long time... OMG! well its ok... hope i finish it before school starts.. coz i wont be able to do it while i have school... well thats it... i promise to update more..

Tchau! haha

hmmmm... what now?

2006-04-29T19:48:00.000+08:00

hey hey! i havent updated for a while..... Andre i dont hate you anymore.. lol I hate Vanat now.. lol Vanat if your going with Andre here... BE READY ....I WILL HURT YOU! BAD!!!! you wont be able to go home to Brazil anymore.. hahahahahahaha.. ok enough bout that...

I miss Andre soo much.. I MISS YOU! the review ruins everything... hmmp... well we dont have school on Monday.. WOHOO.... well im not really bored.. lol so yea... That Twinoo thing is sooo CRAZY.. lol i like it.. lol well look at my sister's blog.. ntn... she is a great story maker.. well she hasnt posted any of her stories but she is good.. and Marj's site too.... she has really great stories.. too bad im not that good.. lol well anyways.... when i get Photoshop ill do whatever with it and then post it here.. .hope i get photoshop.. lol well i really like this song...

if you wanna see the video CLICK HERE

I miss you- Blink 182
(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]

haha marj just noticed it has too many girls.. yea it does.. lol well its still cool... and im not bi... for saying that.. lol

i dunno.. i heard it and i just felt something.. .i love it..

im bored...

2006-04-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

im bored.... lol

my parents arent here and my sister too.. lol i watched 3 episodes of The simpsons.. yea i know... its really wierd.. and what else.. i was soo bored that i watched laguna beach... oh how preppy.. haha it is.. they were like saying like so much... but i do understand prep talk.. haha whatever you call em..well im still bored...i found pictures! if you wanna know .. ill tell you PM me.. haha... nobody wants to.. lol

i notice my frequently used abbreviation is...... yea you guessed that right! haha
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Drum rolls please! haha
and the winner is!
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LOL

haha Corny.. im full of corns right now.. lol its all Andre's fault! you theif!i hate you.. haha

ok... haha...im not myself and i still hate you Andre...

well im going now.. im fucking bored... i dunno what to do?!?!

update

2006-04-22T10:42:00.000+08:00

marj was asking for this.. lol

Review sucks... i hate math.. and thats about it.. lol

i didnt do anything interesting... hmmm yea thats bout it... lol

well im bored....

tchau lol i dont have anything else to say.. hmm...

editing

2006-04-17T11:18:00.000+08:00

ill be editing my blog...for personal reasons... you guys would just find out...i dont want my life ruined by this blog.. lol.. well thats about it!

long time since i posted something..

2006-04-16T09:48:00.000+08:00

long time... i missed this thing! ha ha.... so whats up with me.. hmmmm

this week...

i went to stuffs.... like a normal catholic Filipino do... lol well i'm not normal...hehe... and i finished my OJT(On the Job Trainee)thingy (thats what they call us there..) i was with my sister with this... and i get to meet so many people...i hate it actually.... its hot! hehe wel anyways im not gonna do it anymore coz of the review... YEHEY! haha...

ok what other things happened to me?
hmmm..... i thank my sister for not making me bored! haha.... and i understand Naruto now! haha.... haha... coz of her... thats whats been making me busy... lol... and for people who has Hero channel... theyre having a re-run of it.. lol back to season 1.. hehe.. so now ill understand it even more.. lol but im not gonna be like my sister.. TOO ADDICTED.. lol.... i just watch it but now im not forced to anymore..

ahhhhh....

2006-03-24T09:51:00.000+08:00

ok.. whats happening today?!?!? i actually dont know.. lol

This morning i woke up.. lol (thats normal.. lol) went online... saw andre online.. and asked him how he is.. and you know what he said?!!?

HE'S SICK!

told you to take care and you didnt take care!.. ok... and we talked but he was sick so i was convincing him to go rest but he wouldnt.. lol and then after 2 hours he told me i win.... win what?!?! and he was like im going ... and i did wanted him to leave.. dont want him super sick.. lol so yeah... good choice..... i won! haha ok... and he was complaining bout his nose.. so told him to bang his head to the wall.. lol it helps.. lol so yeah guess thats what happened to me this morning... ill post another one this afternoon if theres something good thats gonna happen.. and im talking to marj right now... and she has a new story.. so yeah... poeple read her story.. lol ok thats it.. lol well

Till next post.. Tchau.. haha

ahhhhhh

2006-03-21T16:33:00.001+08:00

hey! another day is gone by..huhu..lol..

HEY AYUMI! IM REALLY SORRY BOUT THE PRINCESS THING! REALLY SORRY..... i know your fucking mad at me... i can feel it...SO SORRY!

got no other new thing going on.. my thumb hurts and i cant type well.. so yeah... i got karma.. haha... ok.. its not funny.. haha.. it hurts.. and why am i laughing.. haha.. crazy me... haha

i dont anything to like say right now... just that im bored and yeah thats it... im bored... im bored... im bored..

i know this post is going to be boring coz im just telling you how bored i am.. haha... ok...

What am i doing right now?
1. listening to music
2. my brother just came in the room asking me for a turn using the computer and i told him what i tell him always... "wait until i finish" (evil laugh)
3. typing
4. clicking on random stuffs
5. just woke up from my nap.. haha im like a baby... napping... hey its hard to be bored... you get tired too.. haha

just to not bored im searched for song lyrics... some songs i like... got one here...

"The Bitch Song"
Bowling for soup
Is it OK if I speak to you today
Youve been pissed off for a week now
but, nothing I can say could make you look up.or crack up.
I s there anything that I can do
Anything to show you
[chorus]
Youre a bitchbut, I love you anyway
OH OH
You cant sing But, you still put me to sleep
Baby, Youre a bitch
Hey Hey Hey Hey
You make me sick
But, dont ever go away
So you tell me that theres nothing left to say
I drive you face the window
Then youre in my face telling me to grow up
I wish youd grow up
I cant wait until you fall asleep,
I wonder if you know that
[chorus]
[BREAK]
[chorus]
Yeah youre a bitch but I love you anyway
So why dont you...... Stay

I know this song is kind of offensive.. haha but i like the way the guy..
Hes loves the girl even if she's like that... yeah... like that... a bitch.. yeah...
well till next post... Tchau.. haha

Comforters! haha

2006-03-20T17:04:00.000+08:00

well i just saw Ayumi's blog... so yeah... its ok to say LULU on the internet.. PRINCESS... (peace dude! i love you!haha)

It is funny you know... and cute.... is it pink? (cool!) i know it has cinderella and all those princesses.. haha.... well enough about princess Ayumi's bed.. haha... i just cant forget it... haha... so sorry dude.. next time you go here... im gonna change my bed's comforter to telletubbies.. haha.. or umm... i dont know... im really sorry dude.... KILL ME IF YOU WANT TO.. its ok..

Well in other news.. haha i feel like a newscaster.... haha... and yeah... haha i dont have any other news anyways .. haha... haha.. im just hyper and ummm bored at the same time( is that possible?) well i talked to Marj today.. "dancing furry panda!" love you marj! haha i know you love me too.. haha.

i know im self obsessed!!!! AYUMI! i love me and i love everybody else more than me... ok?!?! so yeah... i got no other things to say...oh yeayh i remember...

Marj and Andre keeps on telling me im cute...Im not cute... ok? and its your opinion.. its not a fact... no arguements ok? my opinion is that im a fugly slut... haha ( MEAN GIRLS) ... haha ok thats it... i have nothing else to type here so yeah ill end this...

till next post! Tchau... haha

update

2006-03-19T13:15:00.000+08:00

hey! haha i havent updated this thing for a while.. I was busylast week coz it was exams. Right now im on summer vacation... WOHOO! haha....i just love summer.

Yesterday we went to church... and we also had a little celbration for my little brother coz he's like a bronze medalist.. so yeah... and we also went to starbucks! haha i drank mocha frap... WOHOO! earlier that day....

well today... nothing really important happened... just that i wanna watch TV badly but my brother wouldnt let me have the remote control! OMG like he watch TV everyday... i dont get a chance to.... hmmmp...

Right now i feel bored! yeah... bored super bored! lol...... miss you now Andre... yeah im not joking... im bored without you... im sad without you...haha.. and i miss marj too.... i wanna see marj! i wanna talk to her... huhu... i miss you so much Marj.. WOW this paragraph is full of misses.. I MISS ANTHRO! I MISS MY FRIENDS! I MISS UMMM what else?!?!? haha i have mild Amnesia... haha haha haha funny.. and i remember this....

Aaron and Sarah.. haha funny ( sorry Andre i know you dont want that) lets kill her together! haha....

Coz of my boredom i had gone to my old site/blog... i saw this post...
Oct. 30 2005
im talking to Ayumi and Rag right now... and im actually waiting too.. you know who you are! I was in the internet yesterday for 6 hrs lol just to finish this.. lol.. i dont know what to say right now.. were annoying ayumi right now.. i love my brother! lol maybe aaron wont be online today.. its ok... i was watching this show in national geographic channel about mating and stuffs it was funny. the animals were funny... wierds stuff you can do with love.. lol i dont have any idea what to write right now.. and im gonna end it...

i used to call Andre.. Rag.. haha cool... haha im not used to it anymore... haha... i like Andre more.. lol.... and i found this other post..

betz...

2006-03-06T17:01:00.000+08:00

betina ..... as i promised.. i stole it in my sister's files... haha ... im sooo good... hahahaha... next time ill be hacking! haha... jke.. but i am trying to understand the tutorial thingy... haha... and ill hack Bi... haha... she was trying to get me number! hell! haha.. i love you guys.. you didnt told her..haha

damn

2006-02-25T17:44:00.000+08:00

i just got home form the GK thingy... it was fun.. after 12 we went to the mall where we ate lunch... i had iced tea!! wohoo! iced tea!! i just love it... okay after we ate we went to national bookstore... and i bought a book... and guess what the book's title is? PREP... really interesting story... hehe.. and then after we went to the bookstore we didnt know what to do and we saw this photo whatever thingy.. so we went there and we decided to have a photo.. lol and after the photo.. we went to the top floor of the mall i bought a new casing for my phone... haha.. and we looked at stuffs to waste our time.... and then after a few minutes... we had to go down to get the photo.. it was nice... ill show it to you next time... lol and then after that we went downstairs and bought mini doughnuts!! wohoo!! i love mini doughnuts.. and then we went home... in the car... i just realize my pouch was missing and then i remembered i had my mp3 in it.. and then you guys know what happened i lost it! okay.. calm down Lucille.. everything wil be okay... haha... and i just saw my mom.. i told her im gonna buy a new one with my own money.... i dunno maybe she still thinking about it... i hope its okay with her... i hope.... and im gonna buy a 256 one.. haha my old one was 128... okay... im just thinking about the positive things..... i hope my mom says yes... i really hope so..

eeeeee

2006-02-12T13:35:00.000+08:00

okay.........im here........no site to go to..... awww... im not bored...but where's the book!?!?! oh no?!?! idk where i put it!!! nooooooooo... jke...and princess diaries is on in disney channel.. and the phone is ringing... nooooo... i hate the phone.. lol okay.. the weekend is about to end.. arrg.. i hate weekdays.. and i have too many projects... and i havent asked my parents bout the YFC thingy... maybe later... lol when were in church... waiting for the priest....or whatever.. when i have the mood to..lol and i hate weekdays.. did i already wrote that?!?! and marj why are you ignoring me?!?! i can talk to you and andre at the same time... like its only 2 people..i can handle it! well now im bored writing.. maybe i should go geta quiz and answer it post it here...yeah that's what im gonna do.. so that you guys would get to know me......

i got bored so i didnt answer the survey anymore.. lol andre gave me something to do.. lol

2006-02-11T13:33:00.000+08:00

as usual im bored... lol like its not normal.. coz of boredom i had the chance to search for cool icons... lol and here are some of them:

you can copy it if you want to thats why i posted it here.. lol well guess thats it .. byebye!!!

sorry

2006-02-09T19:21:00.000+08:00

Marj i hope you can read this.. im so sorry bout the bi stuffs i was just joking.. .im really sorry... hope your okay... coz idk.. i was crazy today.. hyper.. and we had fun on cheering practice.. hope it would be better tomorrow.. and yeah.. im really sorry and your story is so good... and yeah.. part of it is true huh?!?! i know you! well hope you forgive me for those stuffs... huhu i love you! your like a long lost sister to me... maybe we got separated... lol jke... lol well hope you forgive me...

damn!

2006-02-08T19:51:00.000+08:00

hate this day.. got soo many bad news.... bad things.. i hate it! why is wednesdays always like this.. huhu.. poor me... ok.... im not gonna say anything else.... im bored.. and andre is soo fucking hott! you know that andre.. lol hott! lol ok brig kissed me lol she liked it! lol i didnt.. and obie told me im not a virgin anymore coz of that.. lol thats funny.. lol psssh thats for babies! m still a virgin and proud of it! WOHOO.. ill wait.. lol im not joking...and im too young.. lol im only 15!!! 15!!! well im turning 16 this june.. wohoo driver's license here i come... i hope my dad would let me drive..and my mom... wohoo! haaaaaaaaaa gtg gtg.... my cousin is here.. not the bastard.. lol the nice one... i gtg take a bath i smell bad.. lol hehe

SUNDAY!

2006-02-05T19:35:00.000+08:00

this is one of the best days of my life lol jke... its just normal just that my parents arent here and we got the whole house for ourselves.. lol my mom called this afternoon checking us.. i told her my teeth hurts.. and she told me its because i miss her.. (MOMS!) ok....

i woke up this morning around 5 am.. i cant sleep anymore again.. lol and i slept early the other night.. i thought i can catch up to my parents but i was wrong.. i logged in and guess who's there?!?! lol Andre what a good sight in a cold morning! lol.. too bad he's going to computer classes this week.. he'll be busy.. and he has a job.. soo.. i understand... well enough bout that.. i got braces now and i cant eat right now.. .this afternoon i was sooo hungy but there wasnt any food i can eat.. huhu..

Yesterday was fun too.. lol... you know what im talking about andre.. i love you soo much! lol what are we doing at 2 am? lol the answer is sleeping together doing nothing.. and your snoring! lol and our kids name would be brenden and sarah.. lol and we'll live in Canada.. and remember i wouldnt trade you for canada.. lol..... got that?.. and drink dr pepper.. its better than coke.... and heat.. i hate heat! lol sorry for you.... poor thing.... he's hot and im here cold.. lol ok enough abou tthe smoochie stuffs.. lol well i guess thats it.. i learn a new word today and its in portuguese...

Tchau!! it means goodbye.. really easy to remember.. lol

test....

2006-02-05T11:54:00.000+08:00

test...

friday

2006-02-03T20:33:00.001+08:00

what if i do this in TAGALOG?!?!? hehe joke...

okay... today was okay.. lol marj told me she kinda collapsed... hope i was there.... and i feel so sad coz im like in chem class when it happened and i cant help her.. and were not classmates so yeah.. you know the feeling.. we just see each other every lunch time and recess... and dismissal and before school but the time between those.. we dont see each other.. .its coz she's smart.. im not.... she can go with the smart ones and if yoo put me there i would not fit in... okay enough of that..
i fucking hate my sister right now... we were suppose to go home at 4 pm but coz of her we were able to go home around 5 pm damn 1 hour of waiting and she still wasnt there... i hate her right now and she hates me right now.. were not talking .. and im not gonna talk to her! i hate her... she should have told me that she was gonna be late.. but no she made us wait.. in the car! Everybody was like ready to go home! i was excited! then my mood change from excited to pissed off coz of her... why didnt she told any of us.. there was Shiela, Joshua and Ten-Ten to tell that she's not gonna be able to go with us!.. .hell next time she does that im not gonna talk to her for a month!!!! well ntn else important.. gtg!!! till next post! bye amigos! lol

wednesday!!!

2006-02-01T18:47:00.000+08:00

i really hate wednesdays... i get home really late and when i go home nobody's there! hell ... nobody to ask me what happened to school.. my mom and dad left they went to my aunt's place... for crying out loud they see each other once a week... isnt thats enough?!?!?

the last few days was a living hell as usual... monday we had a practical exam on dancing the "whatever dance of the tambourine.." (lol) i suck at dancing.. we had so many mistakes.. me and carence.. ok but that was okay.. lol tuesday was okay..i guess...

wednesday the most hated day! lol
this moring... we had a science test..it was fucking hard!
that afternoon... we had to study for our AP class... coz we studied to hard for science that we forgot to study in AP....
around 4:30 pm... hell started as our computer teacher told us we have a pratical test that we didnt really understand... 5:30 pm hell finished and only a few got 100 points in our class and all of us got 70... the only thing that was missing was the sentence d=1 stupid lucille! lol how should i know im not really good at logic... sum=sum+y what the hell is that?!?!?! fuck!! i hate computer stupid program...stupid looping it makes everything confusing! Confusing i tell you! ok...nvm.. it happened i cant turn back time and cheat.. lol ok...

dont have anything else disappointing just normal stuffs.. lol till next post!

2006-01-29T15:41:00.000+08:00

yeah i forgot to put it in my last post.. im gonna get braces next saturday.. ) = too bad.. and right now i cant eat hard stuffs again.. damn.... all i ate last night was mashed potato.. and it was a party! ohhhh hate it.. and they all can eat ummm chicken.. bbq.. ohhhh

2006-01-29T10:27:00.000+08:00

hey!!! nothing im bored.. hehe and ayumi's pc is broken..(evil laugh) and im looking at random stuffs... lol and im bored... .again... been looking at random stuffs too much.. now im sleepy... and i still dont know how to do the sign in.. sign out thing kiela is doing.. damn you guys... wont teach me too!! i hate you all!! lol jke... its ok... i dont really care... tomorrow is another sleepy day... school sucks! i hate it... i just go there coz im forced to.. did you know that? lol we dont have any assignments thats good.. coz i dont want to do it anyways.. ill do it in school... i know im lazy... maybe later im gonna talk to myslef again.. actually im talking to myself now in this post.. lol i hope i get sick.. lol jke... i dont want to go to school... i dont know why... i just dont.. 2 more months and it summer... yehey.... and then 4th year highschool here i come! lol well ill stop now...lol till next post...

2006-01-26T18:15:00.000+08:00

ok im here... everybody thinks of the same thing today.. THEY ARE NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW... i dont want to too.... its boring there.. and Melanie is sick.. poor melai.. ) = and ayumi is crazy... and kiela i love you.. i wanna kiss you.. lol (so bi...ewww) and yeah you are right .. they look good together.. hehe and i think we should hook them up.. hehe.. love to see them together. .it would be cute.. hehe actually they might be together.. lol.. their kids would be cute too.. soo white... lol and TOUCH!! hehe TOUCH!!!

teacher's day

2006-01-25T16:46:00.000+08:00

Right now i feel tired..exhausted... and sleepy... let me tell you guys what happened...

i was suppose to be a Guidance councilor... and that means i have nothing to do just stare and whatever... then i saw Betina.. in the faculty... so.. i talked to her and we decided to go find Ayumi.. and Juan told us she was in the gradeschool building so we went there.. .We saw her in one of the 1st grade classroom... actually it was 1-MOSES... She asked us to help her and .. we dont have anything to do so we said yes.. i thought it would just be easy.. no it was HARD! we were dealing with kids...

here are some reminders im gonna use if there would be a next year for me:
1. Dont wear those girly slippers it'll hurt you bad...
2. Expect umm love letters.. lol ( u know what im talking about Betz! hehe "ur so beautiful and nice.." hehe)
3. Be patient
4. Drink lots of water before teaching 1st grade students
5. Expect suicidal kids
6. if you cant beat them join them
7. Always say yes
8. Always be ready for unexpected things from kids
9. Always be nice (that i didnt do well)
lastly
10. dont make them wait or they'll do crazy things (like run around when they are not suppose to, and kick each other's butt, and punch each other,etc.)

well thats what happenned to me.. it's really fun once you get the hang of it that i didnt... and i get a ATE LULU drawing.. lol it was cute... i didnt expect it.. lol

2006-01-23T17:24:00.000+08:00

Just got home from school..... hell!! lol nothing important happened just that keila keeps on bothering me about she kissing me cuz someone told her to do it(you know who you are!!!lol) ... normal school day... on filipino time... Ayumi keeps on repeating the same question...... if your reading this now.. YES! and the next question about Kiela the answer is YES too... ok? Happy now? dont bother me anymore... ok? and Carence......MAXIMO!!! hehehe hope she can read this... hehe MAXIMO!!! MAXIMO!! really wierd name for a guy... And i love you CARENCE.. not in a bi way..... lol but yeah.. i love you. .i hope she brings the paperbag.. or im not gonna remove those squares from your drawer! well nothing else happened.... so yeah..bye!! till next umm post

jan. 22, 2005

2006-01-22T09:22:00.001+08:00

OK!!! im here!!! still breathing!!!! alive!!!! i dunno what to post...... i asked André what i should put.... and he told me a pic of me... hell my blog would look scary!!! lol im bored.. but not that bored... yesterday i wasnt able to go to the dentist... we all fogot about it.... well actually they forgot not me....this wednesday... is teacher's day... im a guidance coucilor... lol i tell kids to not worry... and everything will be okay... help kids with their problem and stuffs.... and it is also boring .. maybe..... well i guess thats it... ill be going to the dentist later and GO PACMAN!!! go beat the butt of MORALES!!! GO MANNY!!! (not the idiot ok?)

Jan.21,2005

2006-01-21T11:21:00.000+08:00

Boring as usual! but im really happy.... some people know why... and im wondering why Ayumi isnt here!?!?!? and im making squares right now.... and i think we have 350 or more squares...and kiela just told me she thought she was older than me.... haha WRONG! and my brother is sooo annoying right now... i told him he can play a game later!!!! LATER!!!! i told him but he's hard headed!!!!! DAMN HIM!
back to the squre thingy...
why did we decided to beat the world record?( if there is)
Well actually we were just bored and started to make those squares and one of us noticed that there was soo many of it that we think we can beat the record of the most paper folded... lol and now im researching about it and still making squares... FUN! and not Boring...so anyways.. thats it...

2006-01-20T16:43:00.000+08:00

first entry...... i dunno what to write.... just that i moved here! yehey!lol..im in blogger now!!! lol and yeah... whatever! lol i had a nice day today...