Thursday, September 28, 2006 - no school day! :
well its raining hard outside and we dont have school..
Ayumi: im sorry for the last post... and good thing were all ok.. just dont do that anymore...
Betina: YAY! lol
Jak: did you have a haircut? why are you absent?
those are some messages...
anyways the power is going on and of... and its annoying... and then theres a storm... signal 3 ^-^ but i want the storm to go away today coz i wanna go to kiela's party...
Candy™ on8:34 AM
Saturday, September 23, 2006 - BORKS :
Well my week was a-ok but when friday came it got quite bad.... this is what happened...
{FLASHBACK}
It was a normal ZLL day.... we had our homeroom were we were separated into groups and we had to do a concept for our pocket landscaping entry... Jove and Pau were the ones who drew it and we just made suggestions... anyways next activity was making our project for creative. We didnt have anything to do so we went to the library... as usual we had 1... well its ok.. anyways everythig was normal... until club.. came along... me, obie and betina went down already and we left some of our "friends" there.. they were playing tong-its... everybody was there already... so obie went back to our classroom to call them but i guess they didnt wanna come... so we just said maybe we should start without them... so we started... more details on what we did on marj's blog.... well we were late for community service... coz NOBODY DIDNT CARE TO TELL US THAT IT WAS ALREADY TIME... anyways we were there looking at what they were doing..... just looking..... we cant do it anymore coz we were LATE... fucking bastards and bitches didnt even call us... we called them... and they were the ones who didnt came... you guys know who you are.. sometimes you dont know that the thing your doing is hurting somebody....acting all punk.. but HELLO!!!! FOR YOUR INFORMATION... PUNKS DONT EXISTS IN THE PHILIPPINES... PUNKS IN THE PHILIPPINES ARE CALLED POSERS...im writing this and it kind of hurt coz i thought you were my friends.... friends care for each other... and knows when your hurting them... but i guess i was wrong... I just wish i didnt met you... my life would be perfect without you...
TONG-ITS CLUB/BORKS... BEWARE OF THE ANTI-BORKS.... we are silent and nice people but once you hurt us we will show the other side of our personality...
maybe i should enumerate the BORKS just to make sure you know who you are...
its in borkiness arrangement so that means the no.1 would be the bork queen (oops did i do that yes its a girl)
4. Kiela-im so sorry but its just how it is.Just know you limitations sometimes. Im not that mad at you but get mad at me its your choice...
3.russell-im sorry too.. your a nice guy but youre with them and youre in the tong-its club and youre one of those people that obie was calling that didnt came.. same as kiela's if you wanna get mad at me... get mad at me...
2.Jak- im not mad at you but you should have not shown the cards... this would have not happened... im sorry...
and here it is... the no. 1
AYUMI! your the winner... and the winner gets all our anger...
Reasons
1. you changed.. even if you tell me im the one changing i dont give a fuck coz i know i did...at least i know when to accept i changed.
2.your not punk...punk is going all over our head...
3.know when to stop...see brigitte? does she break the rules? NO.... she knows her limitation but still has a passion for Rock,alternative or whatever else music.... cant you be like her or something... i know i cant change you... its your choice but im just telling you this.. you will lose some frineds coz of it...
4. BETINA was with us... you didnt even care to call her that it was time for community service already.. and we saw you having fun without her... i guess betina got kind of hurt... and its really sad to see her like that..
well i guess thats it... robles wasnt there coz he wasnt in the club....
well i did mentioned it all i just hope that you realize what you did... like what marj wrote in her blog post ......
Know your priorities. Know when to stop breaking rules. Finally, know your limits.
thats also my message for you....
well Tchau!
Candy™ on10:23 AM
Sunday, September 17, 2006 - One way :
One way
Hillsong United
I lay my life down at your feet
You're the only one I need
I turn to You and You were always there
In trouble time is you I seek
I put you first thats all I'll need
I humble all I am, all to you
You are always always there
every how and everywhere
Your grace abounds so deeply within me
You wil never ever change
Yesterday today the same
Forever'til forever meets no end
One way Jesus, You're the only one that I could live for
One way,Jesus,you're the only that I could live for
You are the way the truth and the life
We live by faith and no t by sight,for you
We're living all for you
the song is here
everytime i hear this song..i feel like dancing.. its a great song... :D i thank Sir Ecko(our values teacher-2nd and 3rd year HS) for introducing us to this great music.. its not just great to listen to.. its also about God... the songs message is soo true...God is the only one you can go to when you dont know what to do...when you dont have anyone to go to...
Candy™ on7:58 AM
Friday, September 15, 2006 - anger :
Why anger?
Thats what im feeling right now...
ANGER
i hate it when people backstab you....
i hate it when they call someone i really care about bad names in front of me... they dont know that it hurts me too... if they were in my situtation they would get mad at me but when its just me... they would do it to me constantly... its fucking abnormal ....
i hate it when people think theyre not changing but they tell other people around them that they are changing...its fucking wrong ...
somethings i realize this week:
1. people change from good to bad....
2. keeping anger inside is hard...
3. you consider so many people your friends but there are only a few that you call true friends.
4. true friends dont cut classes....(they follow rules and be a good role model for you)
5. true friends are not immature.
6. true friends should be sensitive in what they say.
7. true friends are not backstabbers...
8. true friends should accept whats wrong with them.... if they change then they did..
9. Lastly,a true friend would accept the things i wrote down and shouls think about it... coz he/she might be one of those peolpe that arent really my true friends....
its what i think... and if you know that you are one of them... hate me if you want to... but im just telling you the truth.. and thats what a true friend should do right?
Tchau!
Candy™ on9:41 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006 - :
im here still alive... yesterday we had our Field trip it was fun... STEVE CAMBEE
I learned that Jollibee's father is Steve CamBee and his mother is Ella Bee and his twin brother is Bee-tween and his brother is Lonelybee... lol
for more details of our trip go to marj's blog... its her point of view though...
if youre going to ask me... I didnt go caving and the Kalbaryo... coz im a coward.. lol and i admit it.. lol and it was raining and right now im actually a bit sick..what if i went with them to the Kalbaryo.. i guess ill be super sick.. anyways i was with Betina and Kiela and Mica.. we were just talking bout stuffs *wink*. The trip was fun,interesting and tiresome? if there is a word..
right now i feel so bored and im listening to this song i just found by panic at the disco.. and i uploaded it.. lol ill post it here.. lol
the songs title is London Beckond Songs About Money Written By Machines
i like the part:
Just for the record,
The weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of:
A. Indifference or
B. Disinterest in what the critics say
i dunno why... anyways thats it...
Tchau!
Candy™ on1:13 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006 - :
this is what i think about OPM music.....
1. They all sound alike
2. They look like drug addicts with eyeliners on
3. They think theyre cool but they arent
4. Some of them are just good at singing but dunno what the lyrics really mean
like the song called blanco.. its stupid...(no offense)
5. They play with the tagalog words.. i would rather listen to the Kundimans than their music.
6. They have crappy band names...
7. THEY JUST SOUND ALIKE... thats just annoying.. (did i typed that again?) hahaha
8. Theyre just copying the music video ideas... like Urbandub... they have this story thingy in their MTV for their 2 songs .... just like Greenday!
9. This only means THEY DONT HAVE ORIGINALITY.
10. Lastly... they are not true to themselves....
Rock has been popular... are we trying to tell the old people that were all rebels? huh?by what music we listen to? they can have that impression... and i dont want the people around me to think like that... so yea.. dont follow them just love their music but dont be like them... coz its a sign of being a poser... anyways i dont have anything against the people who like OPM some people dont like International bands.. so yea... im just trying to make my point here in this silly blog entry... if you think its wrong I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT it... its my opinion and you have yours...
hate me if you want... but thats what i think.... is it wrong to tell whats in your head? and its right? anyways thats about it
Tchau!
Candy™ on7:38 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006 - HEY!````` :
well marj was bothering me about updating so here i updated..
What happened to me this week?
Well nothing really... just a normal boring week... i think i failed in my first physics exam coz i was out of my mind when i did it.. lol what else? this was a suprising week too.. and i think everybody who reads this knows.. lol
Right now im so addicted to EVANESENCE... they were the first rock band i listen too.. so yea... i love them so much and theyre gonna have a new Record .. IM SO excited .. im gonna buy it.. with the Panic! at the disco one.. waaaa.. heres their video....(evanesence) I love Amy Lee... hahaha
anyways heres the link(i cant really put it here coz its too big.. lol or whatever it just wont fit)...
the song is call me when youre sober.. i thank obie for letting me know... and heres the lyrics...
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.
So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.
Candy™ on12:39 PM
